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Ill

by Royal Deceit

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1.
Ill 03:33
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An uncontrollable urge To self-sabotage I'm a ticking timebomb That is ready to blow I feel like giving up on me I'm in a slow decay Taking a toll on me Grab a robe, Tie the noose Or swallow a pill I know I'm mentally ill I'm not gonna make it Oh god I cannot take it I'm not able to cope Oh god I've lost all hope When did I become so empty Where did I get left behind Cause I feel I've changed Yeah I'm not the same I'm not the same Where did everything go wrong What the hell have I become Now I can't explain How I lost my way I'm so unstable What a terrible curse It's only getting worse Taking over my mind And Leaving only hurt I feel it adding up I've fucking had enough Make it stop Make it stop Make it stop, stop, stop Let the black clouds cover the sky Make it stop, make it stop Let the black clouds cover the sky All of common sense will die All of common sense will die All of common sense will die All of common sense will die
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War Inside 03:48
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I don't need another guilt trip To tell me that I'm wrong Yeah I know what I did But I'm not the only one A guilt trip That I wish I could forget But my mind is spinning And I'm seeing red Every single word Like a knife cutting me up into pieces Every single look I misinterpret Going up my spine Do I deserve this? Do I deserve this? Nothing is making sense I drown in dissonance Choking every single word that could make amends I'm not too blind to see What's right in front of me I fear I'm not the man That I'm supposed to be I'm lashing out With a tongue as sharp as a blade But I don't consider myself to be wrong I alienate without discretion My head is spinning And my demons are winning Into the abyss I descend I fear it never ends Nothing is making sense I drown in dissonance Choking every single word that could make amends I'm not too blind to see What's right in front of me I fear I'm not the man That I'm supposed to be I fear I’m not the man, I’m supposed to be I fear I’m not the man, I’m supposed to be There is a war inside my head There is a war inside my head
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Let Me Burn 02:41
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Undertow 03:39
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Inside a black void Consuming everything Blackout My mind is caving in Take your sympathy Take it all away from me I’m aware that I’m a product Of all the fears that's in my conduct Lock me up and throw away the key These are the throes of agony Peel off my skin So it burns To understand this pain I will never learn Peel off my skin So it burns To understand this pain So many times I've tried To understand the reasons why How the sickness grow And I'm caught in the undertow I feel it take control I know it goes to show I wear my heart on my sleeve While I push you away Now the sickness grow And I'm caught in the undertow I'll take the blame If it's all the same With nothing to give I ain’t got nothing to gain I'm scared of this I can't be saved from this With nothing to give I ain’t got nothing to gain So many times I've tried To understand the reasons why How the sickness grow And I'm caught in the undertow I feel it take control I know it goes to show
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Lowlife 03:29
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The clock is running out I'm losing faith in myself One with the suffering I'm losing my head My mind is caving in I feel it break like a bone Now I’m living a life so low Lowlife I'm just a stranger to myself And a menace to everybody else I'm breaking down I can't take it I do not know What I'm saying Don't waste your time on me I’m nothing but a fucking… Stranger to myself And a menace to everybody else I'm breaking down I can't take it I do not know What I'm saying Don't waste your time on me There's only misery The doubt is setting in I feel it settling Crawling up and down my spine Snuffing out the light My friends are enemies I am a walking disease Don't get infected Don't get infected Snap my neck Snap my neck Fuck this shit In the end In the end It's all the same I'm just a stranger to myself And a menace to everybody else I'm breaking down I can't take it
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Cursed Mind 04:28
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I’ve got a fucking cursed mind Separate my head from my body Let my thoughts meet the guillotine I am nothing Let the flames engulf me Worthless My mind is fading Worthless Nothing can save me Like a parasite This shit’s consuming me I've never felt so low Where did my patience go? How will I make it through? Feeling so terrible I've never felt so low Where did my patience go? How will I make it through? Feeling so goddamn terrible I’ve got a cursed mind Sanity is slipping away from me My dreams are turning into nightmares A swarm of hate Directed towards me Hopeless I can't escape myself Hopeless Pull the trigger Let it go, watch the blood flow I want to kill this part of me I've never felt so low Where did my patience go? How will I make it through? Feeling so terrible I've never felt so low Where did my patience go? How will I make it through? Feeling so terrible When I feel like shit Is it all I ever did? I’ve got a cursed mind I’ve got a cursed mind I’ve got a cursed mind How can I ever face myself again? How can I ever face myself again? How can I, how can I, how can I ever face myself? How can I, how can I, how can I ever face myself? With this cursed mind of mine How can I ever face myself again?
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Make Me Numb 04:10
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I'm pulling everyone down with me Into a cesspool of misery I'm spitting hate, and I have got no faith That I will change for the better I'm breaking everything surrounding me I fear that's how I will always be Please, don't get close to me I hurt everybody So take a look behind my mask And see I fall apart And watch me crumble into dust Cause I don't have the heart It is much worse, than you think, that it is It is a curse, that won't, stop to exist Please make it stop Make it stop I'm pushing everyone away from me My mind's on fire from the agony Hands shaking, I'm about to blow There's only one way this is gonna go I'm breaking everything surrounding me I fear that's how I will always be Please don't get close to me I hurt everybody So take a look behind my mask And see I fall apart And watch me crumble into dust Cause I don't have the heart It is much worse, than you think, that it is It is a curse, that won't, stop to exist Again and again, again and again Consuming me completely So what am I supposed to do? Just put the bullet in the gun Just put the bullet in the gun Just put the bullet in the gun Make me numb Just put the bullet in the gun Make me numb Just put the bullet in the gun Make me numb Just put the bullet in the gun Make me numb Just put the bullet in the motherfucking gun Bitch
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This Hell 04:04
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I can’t escape My broken mind lets me slip into darkness And lets me paralyze my thoughts Because nothing breathes in this empty space But the loathing of myself The loathing of myself The loathing of myself You say I’ll be okay I don't feel that way Accepting this feeling of hatred You say I’ll be okay But I cannot see What's gonna pull me out from this You say I’ll be okay I don't feel that way Accepting this feeling of hatred You say I’ll be okay But I cannot tell What's gonna pull me out From this hell I can't see, I can't hear This void consumes my sanity I don't want to be here, but I deserve this shit So don't try to pull me out Cause I will pull you down Pull you down Pull you down You say I’ll be okay I don't feel that way Accepting this feeling of hatred You say I’ll be okay But I cannot see What's gonna pull me out from this You say I’ll be okay I don't feel that way Accepting this feeling of hatred You say I’ll be okay But I cannot tell What's gonna pull me out From this hell I can't escape No, I can't escape No, I can't escape From this hell I can't escape From this I can't escape From this I can't escape From this I can't escape From this You say I’ll be okay I don't feel that way Accepting this feeling of hatred You say I’ll be okay But I cannot see What's gonna pull me out from this You say I’ll be okay But I don't feel that way Now I can never tell What is gonna to pull me out From this hell What is gonna to pull me out From this hell What is gonna to pull me out From this hell
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Self-Destruction 03:29
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I'm buried Beneath myself I've got no control Beneath my skin There's a broken soul Every day can become a struggle A stranger to myself drowning on the inside In a shell that I wear to hide I will never win this fight No clarity No sense of reality This hopelessness is crushing me In the darkness of my mind I am running out of time Feeling buried Feeling buried Let my demons take control Of my heart and of my soul Feeling buried Feeling buried I am a fraction Of my former self A lowlife swept in misery Completely swallowed Completely hollowed A venom Cursing my every decision A curse I cannot escape No clarity No sense of reality This hopelessness is crushing me In the darkness of my mind I am running out of time Feeling buried Feeling buried Let my demons take control Of my heart and of my soul Feeling buried Feeling buried Self-destruction A venom cursing my every decision It’s never-ending self-destruction A venom cursing my every decision It’s never-ending self-destruction A venom cursing my every decision It’s never-ending self-destruction A venom cursing my every decision It’s never-ending self-destruction Self-destruction Self-destruction Self-destruction It’s never-ending, It’s never-ending, It’s never-ending, Self-destruction In the darkness of my mind I am running out of time Feeling buried Feeling buried Let my demons take control Of my heart and of my soul Feeling buried Feeling buried
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Wolves 03:17
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The wolves are at the door A sickness Lying dormant for years But now it is flourishing Hopeless There is no cure for this But finding a rope Finding a rope The teeth are sinking in It's tearing through my skin Can't take it anymore The wolves are at the door Don't let it get too close The wolves are at the door Don't let the fangs get hold The wolves are at the door Don't let it get too close The Wolves are at the door It's worse than ever before The Wolves are at the door Eaten alive Consuming time I'll never be able to get back Get back again An endless fight Haunting my life And I don't know if I can get back on the right track again The teeth are sinking in It's tearing through my skin Can't take it anymore The wolves are at the door Don't let it get too close The wolves are at the door Don't let the fangs get hold The wolves are at the door Don't let it get too close The Wolves are at the door It's worse than ever before The Wolves are at the door A shell so cold A bag over your head A filter in your mouth A shell so cold A bag over your head A filter in your mouth A filter in your mouth A shell so cold A bag over your head A filter in your mouth A shell so cold A bag over your head A filter in your mouth I can't escape the plague that is hunting me Haunting me Haunting me

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released August 11, 2023

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Royal Deceit Skanderborg, Denmark

The Danish metalcore ensemble Royal Deceit utilize neck snapping riffs, an adrenaline pumping rhythmic section and aggressive yet catchy vocals to deliver their unique blend of Metalcore, Nu- Metal, Hardcore and Deathcore. Royal Deceit is best described as a bastard child between Slipknot and Letlive. ... more

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